ok, I tryed to play your game... And now I'm sad and unconfident.
It would be easier if I could believe it's just a game... I'm just not able... I'm not a person to play, I'm a person to feel.
I'm not a woman to make out, I'm a woman to fall in love... I'm a woman to be wooed...
The point is, you talk about discovering my body and gets me wanting to know how that would work... but at the same time I want to relax and just enjoy how good it is to be with you, be that at the level it may, I feel I'm not involved enough in your life and I'm blind to the reasons I can't just go through it...
I feel I'm not cool enough, interesting enough...
When it began I felt amazing for deserving your attention, and now I'm just not good enough...
All the independence and the self caring thing vanishing...
you're not good for me. not right now.
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